I'm just not around

2004-02-07T18:53:00.000-08:00

thought id try updating

hmm

not much to update.....

k here goes....shit happens.....

ah hah....ingeinious.....

i think im done for the day....

call me or im whatever.

2004-01-30T21:12:00.000-08:00

Okay i'm being forced to blog by well people....everyone.....

Yea this sucks.....

okay so i was in survivor and now i have to review it. So yea it wasn't so bad.

I had to leave early though because my mom was freaking out and eman got mad so when i left they said i had a heart attack (total bull).

i missed some interesting intrigue. Like everyone hating lynna because one of the girls had a crush on christian so that was horrible ( she was voted off early)....and the whole christian betraying thomas (good thinking though)

so yea not too bad and not too great...oh and this short girl was like really annoying

Quotes to remeber:

"OH MY GOD GET OFF MY SISTER.....EWWWWWWWWWWWWW.....GET OFF MY SISTER!!!!!" Crystal (repeated line)

2003-12-16T20:19:00.000-08:00

hey everyone....(waves)

as u can see i havent posted in a long ass while....and due to the incessant bugging of eman i think i've decided to post again.....besides xmas break is coming soon and well......wat else am i going to do.....

so hmm.....im going to start doing something new by adding two new features below each entry...

so the daily entry...yea.....i've decided to not recap anything i've been missing....its pointless and meaningless to u..............

today not much has happened....a pretty weird day....dont know i felt out of it....(shrugs)

simon was absent which was weird...totally pulled off the whole cosmic balance of everything......

i got chocolates for key club to sell and its majorly heavy.......but at least i thank the powers that be for giving us some "good" candy.............

spent the whole ap calculus period talking to amber, noelle, and gretchen about crazy aunts...

grrr....have nothing much to say i guess.......the whole week feels slow and i just cant wait for it to end.......oh and i fell asleep in english but spanish after that kept me awake cuz of all the distractions.....

oh and here's something from my sponser

"seven days....." SURVIVOR

and heres the brand new stuff

one frozen momment: all i do is just write about one thing i havent talked about in the past...just something to think about.

back in the eigth grade...i found out my early xmas gife somewhere hiding behind the computer in the dining room....of course being the good kid that i am....i opened it immediately......and then i wrapped it back up and hid it....under my bed.......so when my parents went to go check on it....they thought it got stolen....whoops.

enter stage right....: in this section i talk about one person and how i met them....can't believe i still remeber that crap

enter melissa:
crazy girl was sitting next to me in the first grade...and i mean she was totally nuts...but cool...anyways she was always hyper and i thought she needed some meds....but it was the first grade and i thought she was cool...whoa......one day i think she'll be committed...oh well.....and now she's my best friend.

feeling meter: how i feel dammit

meter: a good in between not too bad

2003-11-19T07:26:00.000-08:00

Yeah hey there....

just blogging.....am bored...

so monday came rolling around and nothing much happened.....

yesterday was okay....spent most of the day trying to finish my homework for english so while that was happening the background music in my head was playing the theme from "green hornet"

it was Bradley's bday so happy belated birthday to him. Yeah he's 21...minus 4 years.

Watched Kill Bill last night.....twas good......hmm i've never talked about it on this blog yet so yea lots and lots of blood....i mean a lot of blood....who knew?

And they once again have Chiaki Kuriyama (go-go) stabbing some guy in the groin again.....i fear she might be typecast but at least she's hot....well maybe not in Kill Bill....

and the "twisted nerve" theme being whisteled by Daryl Hannah (Elle) in the hospital gave me the creeps....i told Lynna bout it but she thought it was a happy tune....go figure.

im stuck in the computer lab with gretchen and joel....they want to warm up....u know cuz its cold outside

2003-11-16T14:37:00.000-08:00

hey....benji here.....sorry i haven't updated in a while...been really busy....whatever...(shrugs)

so wats up everyone?

nevermind....wats up with me....dont know....

got bored i guess....

am too lazy to like give an update about everything so i'll just sum it up as being really good and bad....hmm...

on Veteran's Day i went with my friend Patricia to her friends house all the way in Brentwood....fun stuff...and man is that house huge! yup then we ate at some japanese resturant and now i want moichi ice cream..

Friday was a minimum day and i spent after school with Lynna and Eman (who would've thought?)....so we had enlightening conversations about what friends are supposed to be then debated about Lynna's report card.
We ate at Burger King were i ate three burgers (i need to stop doing that) and to support Charlene. Lynna got a distrubing toy and then they stopped by my house. Gave them a tour around, were amazed at the computer screen, and became more interesting in the Public Oral Risk National on the television (R.O.F.L.M.A.O)

yesterday i spent the whole day with Patricia at some Japanese Expo which was cool. Hah!!!!! I got myself a Battle Royale Dvd and am so happy that it works on my PS2. I am so going to get Battle Royale 2 in december.....(thanks the Powers that Be). So we walked around the convention and i kicked myself in the head that i forgot my camera because there were some pretty hot cosplayer chicks around. Oh and i also learned that one or Patricia's friends thought i was cute/hot....whatever i guess im flattered. Then we talked about how we need to make a blind date between her friend Jess and our friend Angie.....they would make a cute couple....well because they're both Mexican.....im kidding relax...

Oh and heres some lyrics to amuse yourselves....i was inspired from my main man Evan's lyrics so i guess i'll just steal his idea

I never thought... I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known?
I trace the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed... to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over I'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things...to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

(insert solo bass and added piano)

I never conquered, rarely came
But tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

"Adam's Song" Blink 182

2003-10-15T22:04:00.000-07:00

Episode 102: "The Morning After..."

2003-10-14T22:23:00.000-07:00

hey everyone...im just trying to show signs that i am still alive....heh

hmm....i've been entertaining the thought of maybe treating my life like a tv shows (i know ive mentioned it numerous times before) but yea...

hmm......

Title: Centered Gravity
Series Premeire tonight Tuesdays at 9 p.m. on the ESJUN network (inside joke)
Episode 101: "Stuck...A day in the life of..." (Pilot episode)

This captivating new dramedy introduces one of several main characters, Ben...a somewhat odd and slightly eccentric character who begins to see everyone in his life changing...but not noticing his own life is being affected by change.

The pilot episode follows him as what he calls "a regular normal day". Along the way we are introduced to several of his friends and some of the daily routines of Eagle Rock High.

First off today is a shortened day...school ends early then expected causing all of the students to act strangely Ben notes. We are then introduced to Katie....one of Ben's friends....a somewhat egoistic girl but strangely confides in Ben about her lovelife. At the current momment she is (codenamed) dealing with problems between French guy and Trig kid. As Ben tries to figure something out....the bell rings.

More side stories begin to develop. The Junior class is stuck with low funds and is in dire needs to raise money. JCO plans to sell tickets to the Haunted House but no one wants to buy them. In AP History class, 2nd period is shocked to find out that there is no test, and try to keep it a secret to scare every one else.

By nutrition, we meet more of Ben's friends. Mainly, we are introduced to Evan, Joanna, Melissa, and Emmaneul. Evan and Joanna represent the opposite of Ben, both seem to think that everything can still stay the same. Evan is generally sollemn and quiet and has been going thorugh some sort of depression while suicidal Joanna is feeling much better than in the past. Melissa is Ben's best friend and Emmanuel is another egoistic friend.

At the momment, Emmanuel is continually pestering Ben for his job as comic artist in the newspaper, Evan and Joanna are asking about pictures, and Ben sees his escape to go talk to Krystle.

Krystle is leaving and this is her last week. Most of her friends are sad, but she doesn't tell anyone that its too depressing to see this. She's planning a good-bye lunch at Islands in Glendale, among the invited is Ben who is only looking foward to it that day.

In Journalism, Ben rushes to finish the article due that day, another "stupid homework to hurridely finish on the day".

At lunch, a meeting occurs for Key Club, a community service which is quite strange that almost everyone is Asian. Anyways, Ben tells Mary that he can't go to Fall Rally due to a wedding.

By the end of the day, which is 1:34, Ben heads for home hoping to get ready by 3:00, Krystle's lunch. As he waits for the bus, which is strangely taking forever, he gets a phone call....Krystle cancelled the plans.

2003-10-12T20:53:00.000-07:00

hi and bye...just droppin by.....sorry....talk lates okay?

heres a song...

Pictures of You:

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you
That I almost believe that they're real
I've been living so long with my pictures of you
That I almost believe that the pictures are
All I can feel

Remembering
You standing quiet in the rain
As I ran to your heart to be near
And we kissed as the sky fell in
Holding you close
How I always held close in your fear
Remembering
You running soft through the night
You were bigger and brighter and wider than snow
And screamed at the make-believe
Screamed at the sky
And you finally found all your courage
To let it all go

Remembering
You fallen into my arms
Crying for the death of your heart
You were stone white
So delicate
Lost in the cold
You were always so lost in the dark
Remembering
You how you used to be
Slow drowned
You were angels
So much more than everything
Hold for the last time then slip away quietly
Open my eyes
But I never see anything

If only I'd thought of the right words
I could have held on to your heart
If only I'd thought of the right words
I wouldn't be breaking apart
All my pictures of you

Looking so long at these pictures of you
But I never hold on to your heart
Looking so long for the words to be true
But always just breaking apart
My pictures of you

There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to feel you deep in my heart
There was nothing in the world
That I ever wanted more
Than to never feel the breaking apart
All my pictures of you
-The Cure

2003-09-22T21:03:00.000-07:00

Hey

Benji here, yea so looks like im going to shakeys nite tomz....and for once my dad doesnt mind giving rides....

must tell jamie and evan that i can take them now....all i need is some cash.

not much going at home but am a little mad that i have to tape csi miami....damn i was soo looking foward to watching the new show las vegas on nbc.

finished my homework and thats a relief

did okay on the ap history test...got a b...i thought i did worse....had chem test and i dont know how i did...

must find gift for missy....hmm.....i think i also want to have party....

oh mi god i cant believe that krystle is leaving next month...more info later.....

just a little update since i said ill be doing this daily now....but ill post more tomz since again shortened day.....hurrah...or yay....

quotes:

more "coupling quotes"

Sally: But i don't go to funeral parties.
Patrick: what's wrong with them?
Sally: (whispers) they cause death...and worse dry skin.
Patrick: Oh come on you know that's not true.
Sally: Its okay....i use facial cream.

Patrick: Using moisturerizer doesnt prevent death
Sally: ....but not in the quantities that i use!

Patrick: Surely you've been to a funeral.
Sally: Only once....and i didn't inhale.

Jane: I can't believe that you've brought four of your friends with you!
Steve: Well what was i supposed to do....(sighs)....okay well since im going with you to look like we havent broken up its only fair for susan to come with patrick who are pretending to date. But patrick needs Sally to come or he wont go. And jeff wont leave because he's the only one that met your dead aunt.
Jane: Okay...but you could at least tell them the truth that you dont want them there.
Steve: But how could i?
Jane: the truth STEVE!
(shot shows the rest of the friends right behind in the back seats)

Jane: Oh dear! Im so sorry Aunt Merril.
Aunt Merril: It's okay dear...(whispers) i never liked the bitch anyway.

Old Lady: you know....i was telling my friend here that i looked like you when i got married.
Sally: OH (realizes shes so ugly and wrinkly that shes repulsed by the fact).
Old Lady: I was 40 years old when i got married.
Sally: YOU MEAN I LOOK 40!

Old Lady: Its okay dear
Sally: DOnt touch me...i have moisturizer on my skin and you might just suck up all the moisturizer away from me....like when rain falls in the desert....(shudders)

Steve: Listen Jeff...i just need you there at the funeral so no one else will get killed by the wrath of Susan and Jane.
Jeff: Okay...except for the dead aunt rite?
Steve: Well of course, i mean shes the expected casualty.

2003-09-21T13:51:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone, yea so i haven't posted in a week....

starting today, from now on i will go back to posting up reguarly....why?

well i dont know im bored. OH well....

so lets' see....well not much......

hmm

school

its okay....is it just me or does it feel like all of my classes are hard now....i dont think ill ever like math again wat with ap. cal. ruining it for me....

oh well what can i do......ap. history is pretty easy even though everyone is like panincing over it. i think that if you dont worry bout it...then everything will be fine. People worry so much that they lose the information they're trying to study...but thats my view on it...

as life goes on my life just is a tv show....maybe one of those weird strange cable network television comedies like as if it were on HBO or something....you know those without laugh tracks.

no its a dramedy.....yea half drama half comedy

i am ashamed to admit that i watch the o.c. its okay i guess....makes my brain turn to mush but i can live with it...im so gald that they made summer non-alcoholic this time....yay.

i cant really recall the beginning of school....i guess ill explain about them as the days go by.

okay maybe now.

ap cal...not too bad but reallly hard....makes me feel incredibly stupid.

ap. history pretty good class....sorry but it bores me sometimes....mr. beatty is a good teach though.

honors chem....not too bad....really strange and weird....good thing though is that the huge class and funny momments wat with mrs.villegas very fobbish accent coming in as the entertainment factor.

journalism... fun class....and the do my homework period. heh....whatever.....write articles...cool....have pass to go wherever....yea.....what else...hmm.....cant think....

honors am lit. crap i need to find a way to get out of here....my teachers schizo.......

spanish 3......reminds me of spanish one with mrs. levitsky......lets see....huge class....funny......brad, krystle, and sally are in it......brad sleeping in class again and acting stupid, umm white european teacher teaching spanish....at least shes nice....i dont have to be afraid of spanish anymore......rejoice

thats it bout school

hmm

im lost in thought......

arrghhh we were supposed to watch underworld today but my mom got sick. arrrgh. this like definetly blows.....

fuckin pisser dude.

lynna loves movies....too bad its always hard for me to talk to her....i feel like she wants to bite my head off sometimes....dont know.

hmm......watched this new show called "coupling" its hilarious ....the british version...i think the american one is going to ruin it....grrrr....those bloody yankees. wish that conversations at school were like the ones in this show.....sex yea everyday talk but its not anywhere close or funny as to the bbc show.

searching for other things to say.....kill bill must watch next month....my review article for the paper

interesting quotes for the past weeks

"Oh my god....i feel so sorry for you guys....she's crazy."
-Mrs. crowther commenting on my english teach this year.

one thing to add in before i go back to quotes...in the film kill bill....the main characters name isnt reveled til later so they bleep her name out....okay...

Cell phone:

Eman: okay , i want you to call me so i can see if its the right number
Me: fine...
Eman: Hello
Me: Hey its me!
Eman: Oh my Gosh, is this im hanging up the phone.
(hangs up the phone)

kill bill:

O-ren Ishii (played by lucy liu): Silly caucasian girl who likes to play with samurai swords.

coupling:

Steve: Wow, aren't afraid of the interview tomorrow?
Jeff: Of course not, i've taken Patrick's advice...i'm imagining the people here naked rite now. (looks at a girl walking by) wow, now she's got a nice as...
Steve: All right i get the point.

Steve: (notices jeff looking at his crotch) Dont tell me you can see me naked too
Jeff: I'm sorry i can't turn it off anymore. (starts laughing)
Steve: (embarassed covers his crotch) hey! you do know that my package isnt that small
Jeff: Yea well its my imagination and i can cut off a few inches if i want too.
Steve: Jeff!....owww..

Jeff:

2003-09-13T17:49:00.000-07:00

yea so im back again....wat....no big WELCOME BACK party...okay i can always go to my usual sarcastic self.

anyways...how is everyone....as you can see down there....i now have a tag board....i must find a way to get more people to stop by here so they can use the tagboard....

okay another thing i need to do is to maybe update my blog regularly....heh...sorry you guys.

umm so i should be like totally recapping things off rite....okay no...maybe a little....i wont add that much...just write stuff down as i go....bare with me here....my mind is just rambling on and on.

lets...see...err.....

i got a's in my english 9 class over the summer so that was fun....finished my driving lessons so i can now officially drive with my permit legally....experiecne two weeks of vacation. spent the last day of summer school in mr. lairds room....met some guy named hmm....i forgot his name already......whoops....but me, that guy, okay i just called melissa rite now....so hes name is stephen....okay so yea it was melissa, mark, me and stephen watching battle royale in the room....and then free burgers....yea..rock on.

spent the two weeks desolate....and alone...okay so i wasnt alone i was talking to some friends i met at a party and "coincidently" we all used aim....if stuff like coincidence keeps occuring im going to think my life is like a movie....but i feel like it is some form of tv show...oh well...

umm....hmm...okay......i watched the us open....yay andy roddick won....booo justine henin-hardenne won....(but i can tell she does have the most beautiful backhand i've ever seen). funny really. i started the summer with tennis and ended it with tennis.

school started...but mention bout it some other time......hmm....made fun of my friend charlie from north carolina...heh....hes going to a boarding school....grin.

okay so yea ill rock your world later folks....devin is like online and like hes rarely online.

"soylent green is purrrrple...its purrrrrrrrrpppple!"
-the late phil hartman in the legendary snl sketch making fun of soylent green.

2003-08-05T06:53:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone....looks like i forgot to post again....i always hate doing that...oh well

err...lets see

last week was another daily routine of heading over to summer school...oh wat fun that was. I kind of hate it actually but then again...its my own damned fault for getting stuck in english 9....geez its so boring in that class...not to mention freaking easy. Shit....i dont see how anyone else can get ds and fs in that class.....same routine goes on in which we read...i do the work while listening to cd player...then give my work to the people behind me for them to copy...then well.....read....or GOD talk to people behind me.

Well...they're pretty okay i guess....a bunch of freakin pot heads....but hey its better than being alone and if it werent for them i think ill be even far worse than i am now. But they look more like demos than actual 9th graders.....but then again they are that age....i think. But sometimes they do incredibly stupid things but its quite amusing to me. And sometimes its funny.

One interesting subject last week was about this one guy who got in trouble on friday because he had pot. So like they all started talking about being clean and for how long. Geezus....we're in fuckin high school...not some bizare betty crocker rehab center.

ANd not only that but some of them dont do their shit....oh well it aint my life so i dont have to worry about that.

Evan's been hanging around my house lately and its cool. Last monday he watched Battle Royale for the very first time and he was the first one to completly understand it because i think he was the only one who saw the subtitles. Well...its on my computer not like i have a tape for it.

But he totally loves it and thats good for me. He thought some parts were funny....especially with the popular girl, Utsumi, who reminds us of Angelina. Oh well i have to show her that then. Man we really need to do something and hang out at my place for once. My parents keep bugging me about why i dont have anyone come over.

My behind the wheel driving starts this wednesday so thats cool.....

Okay i am totally lost for anything else to say. Guess i cant think of any.

Interesting quote from Ghost World:
Maxine: So Enid, I feel like i've had some influence on you. What are you up to now?
Enid: I'm taking a remidial high school art class for fuck-ups and retards.

I got to soooo remeber the last line when people ask me what class im taking for summer.

Oh yea...., "and blame it on the monkey"

2003-07-15T20:08:00.000-07:00

Hey there everyone, yup looks like im back again...why is it that i never have time to update my own blog...oh well....because i always hate doing this stupid recap junk

July 2 Wednesday:
Don't really remember because it was just way too long ago. Err...i watched tennis again. Hmm....but which one was it? OH yea there was barely any tennis because it was raining down hard in England....oh my god though henman is losing....sheeeeeett

July 3 Thrusday:
Yup, it isn't july 4th yet but mom came home early today. So thats cool. Err...watched tennis.....and cried because tim henman lost to that stupid french guy......GOOOOOOD. Err...but Roddick had an easy win though so that was good.....and so did Phillipousis who had defeated agasi which was truly shocking wooow go scud. Oh and it looks like it was another all Williams final on Saturday....yea Serena creamed Henin-Hardenne...

July 4 Friday:
Men's Semifinals and also July 4th. Bad news was that Roddick lost to fererro....awwww.....but at least. Anyways, err...my Unlce John came over with his girlfriend Jenny. And that was kewl...Dad made barbeque and it was good. Err...let's see....i showed Jenny Battle Royale for the first time on my computer because it had subs and i think i just converted her. Uncle John and I had a discussion on Battle royale 2 and other japanese movies he could get me....Jenny thinks my bedroom looks better than johns.....err fireworks was going on the tele....nothing else major happened.

July 5 Saturday:
All Williams final....yeah Serena won....can't remeber wat else happened that day. OH yea i went to go watch Terminator 3 in Valencia and i was with Patricia. That was fun. It was so hot and we had to be in an outdoor mall. We ate at TGIF and that was a first for both of us. We talked about how cool Finding Nemo was and then we called Evan and like talked to him during lunch. THen later we ordered cake and when i was gone she told them it was my birthday. So i was surprised and pissed off to see that they came by and started singing. At least the cake was free....we watched the movie which wasnt so bad and then snuck off into Charlie's Angels 2

July 6 Sunday:
Nothing really significant occurred that day....i washed my mom's car.

July 7 Monday:
First day of Summer School....oh wat fun. Well wat do you know my classes are so freaking boring...I think im going to die...from wat i can tell only two other people are from my grade...Chris and Scott...other than that everyone is in the 9th grade and they're soooooo annoying. Holy Jeebus.

July 8 Tuesday:
Found out that you need to be enrolled in school in order to take the permit test. Got too lazy so we decided to do it tomorrow. But Dad wasn't too tired to go watch t3 (they didnt watch with me on sat.) and i got to watch 28 days later which kicked ass. It was really good...you should check it out some time. Some parts were funny too.

July 9 Wednesday:
Got enrolled in Condor Driving School. Very lonely and barely anyone i know there. Weird too.

July 10 Thrusday:
Condor takes people for their permit test on Thrusdays...so i thought why not give it a shot rite? So i did and waited for Ernie to take us there. Oh only other person with me was this girl name Genelle. And she goes to um...forgot what the other school was but shes best friends with Emily. (remeber her...from my very early entries long time ago). Anyways...she was cool and really easy to talk too so like we hit it off rite from the start. It was a good thing too because we were waiting at the dmv for like 2 hours. It was really fun though. We talked about the bad things of driving and stuff. And then we took our permit test and acted like as if we were at school, not taking in the seriousness of it all. Well i passed and only missed 2 questions. Not bad eh? My dad was really proud of me that day. And so was mom too.

July 11 Friday:
Went to my tita Pilar's house that day. Nothing major happened. Watched Dead Like Me. I am now a big time fan of that tv show and now i have something to watch over the summer. I hit myself on the head again as i forgot to tape it for Twinkies.

July 12 Saturday:
My Mom and I went to some Hawaiian luai and it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be. I made some new friends there and that was kewl. Heh....we talked about noggin and the stupidity of all that is Degrassi....i mean we liked it but the only reason for being so freakin cheesy.....kewl aint it. i mean come on....and its also very canadian. totally kewl.
When we came home dad was catching up on watching all three episodes of Dead Like Me....now the whole entire family enjoys watching the show....new show to watch together.

July 14 Monday:
Mary went to my house today....very weird. We watched the Hot Chick and used my aim on the internet. We had a lot of fun surprisingly and she too thought my room was huge and the computer screen wayyyyy toooo bigggg. We also finished the minaturized reese's bag.

July 15 Tuesday:
Am making new friends in my class every each new day. Oh wow. Yeah so there's Cristina who has these huge dimples, Natasha who has a big ass and admits it herself, Marlo...who likes turtles a little too much....and is just like have "fuck you" written all over himself, Eder the quiet type but laughs at almost everything. And felix whose just well felix. There's also Brehna who like sits across of me and silent Karin who just stares at the floor the whole day. And Janet whose a little just out there and normal Brenda.

July 17 Thursday:
Got invited to go to Melanie's bday...oh well....crap not another hawaiian themed party again!

July 18 Friday:
Went to game day at the library. Played Los Angeles in a box which turned out to be fun. Actually, Michelle and i got a little to competetive and we were like trying to cut each others throats....we even formed teams in the end. With Michelle having her younger sister Jasmine as her aide and me forming and alliance with Dayana to merge our properties. But poor Shari...we had to buy her out.

July 19 Saturday:
Went to Melanie's bday....boring as hell at first because i was the only one there...but it turned out to be fun later at night when it was just a few of us.....hmm.....not much happened. oh well....i did take a picture of jenn smiling for the camera and melanie was supposed to as well but than virgil threw something at her and she got mad so she got up and when the picture snapped...it turned out to have jenn smiling rite next to (and very close) to mel's ass)

July 20 Sunday:
My Uncle David came over today with Matt to help us put on a new screen door for our front. Yea that was weird anyways i ended up going to Uncle Davids and use the swimming pool which i actually had fun. Now let me tell that was fun for the summer....i think i might go this weekend. So yeah we played pool vollyeball and that was neat.
We then watched Dead Like Me as a family because we didnt see it on friday.

July 21 Monday:
Trying to remeber what happened. Cant remeber

July 22 Tuesday:
Watched new show nip/tuck on fx. My version of the shield while my parents have that. It was actually good and i like all the brutal violence of plastic surgery. And its also serious but still manages to have a lot of dark humor in it. Really good show.

July 23 Wednesday:
Watched twenty fifth hour but i only saw half of it. But let me tell you i think it was great. I like Edward Nortons character monty and his monologue in the bathroom....now thats making the word "fuck" in a very powerful way i've never heard b4.

July 24 Thrusday:
Can't remeber....caught up on the br yahoo group posts....looks like ill have to start heading over to the new one on mike jonas's site.

Today:

Well looks like ive finally caught up to date with everyone. well then i think i feel a little tired. Umm.....oh yea about summer....some how i feel a little bit out of the loop. I mean everyone notices me and all and has the decency to acknowledge that im there but its just i dont know...maybe its the whole different classes taken and all that junk but i kind of feel alittle left out. On the other hand ive been aloof for a pretty looong while and i havent really said anything. Im usually always saying something...even out of turn...i just havent thought of anything to say.....oh and my behind the wheel lessons is this coming friday...whoop whoop.

Oh and battle royale rocks.

whew

"you might be lucky, and you might not....(gasp picks up an axe) this one's super lucky!"
-onesan...(br video training girl)

2003-07-02T12:01:00.000-07:00

Hey there...so let's see...yup will just update as to what happened last week

Monday:
Hmmm.....don't remeber.....oh yea....watched a lot of tennis...

Tuesday:
Watched a lot of tennis.

Wednesday:
Watced a lot of tennis.
Dad had Uncle Hans and Tita Alice over for dinner and he cooked steak, baked potato, salmon, and some mushroom mix which was really good. Earlier, bumped into Mrs. Garganta at a filipino store and was surprised because she was there by herself without Melissa.

Thursday:
Had dinner because Uncle Hans was leaving for Tokyo on Friday. Went to go eat picked by my Unlce John, who i would like to add is British (or better, white) but seems to be more interested in the Japanese culture as because he was raised in Japan. His dad was some rich British business guy and he owns like a wine company. Chucky, Uncle John's baby sister, is in training at the momment for running the business as soon as thier dad buys the farm. Meanwhile, Uncle John is doing some international work. In other words thses guys are pretty much well off....really well off. Anyways, Chucky was living in New York but moved to Japan so she can be near the main base of the wine company. It was funny that she was on a business trip in Austrailia in order to learn the ways of wine conessiouring, in which some of her dad's relatives live there, and so does Tita Noy (her mother). So in a way, it was kind of like a business/family vacation. They travel a lot.
Anyways, to get back to wat i was talking about, Uncle John picked out this traditional Japanese resturant, and thorugh his fluent Japanese language, ordered a lot of weird sushi and sashimi. Got to admit the salmon roll was surprisingly good, but other than that...i hated the rest of the food. It was all fish...need some meat here.

Friday:
Began reading the Harry Potter book, err...took Uncle Hans to the airport.

Saturday:
Had to do this weird key club event thing in Glendale. It was some jazz festival on the GCC campus. It was actually fun. Too bad not alot of the members came because the festival was packed and crowded. Anyways, it was only me, Mary, Twinkies, Steven, Jan, and Rochelle. But still good.
I ended up being the parking guard and even though i was ALONE it wasn't so bad. We all had walkie talkies which was cool because it was this small tiny motorolla expensive thing. It was funny eavesdropping on other peoples conversations with the thing. So yea all i had to do was like be in charge of using a key card to open gates for the incomming shuttles and handicap parking and bossing people around telling them how to get to parking. BUt it was fun.
On break, was devestated that you had to buy lunch and that you had to use these tickets which were a dollar each and i had no money whatsoever. BUt luckily i found these old tickets in my apron and there was 20 dollars worth, so i ended up eating and buying other people food.
When the whole thing was over, i got coerced into going bowling with the rest of them at Jewel City. And i was surprised again that i had a lot of fun. THere were this guys from hoover there also and it was cool, Jane was really cool. And Mary wouldnt stop talking about Andrew from Hoover, geez. I ended up buying her game and shoes. But i was too nice.
AFter that, Twinkies asked me to go tape Dead Like Me for them and i agreed. They wanted me to tape Queer as Folk also but there is no way in hell i am watching that. No offense to gay people though, i mean my friend from Canada is a lesbian, and so is my cousin whose like one of my closest friends in the world

Sunday:
Went to Tita Alice's birthday held by Uncle Eddie's house. Hmm....my parents were fascinated by the whole decorations and you've got to admit, the bathrooms were realllllly nice and well decorated. But it's so nice i dont think you would want to use the toilet or take a shit in them, or even a piss, because it's that nice. Im serious. I liked the plates hanging on the wall too.
The food was alirght......and i watched a filipino movie and understood it for the very first time, because it had subtitles and that was cool. It was funny too, too bad the first filipino movie i ever understood was a gay movie though, it was funny though, forgot the name but it was about some girl accidently getting pregnant by her superior who happens to be gay but is a closet case at work. Was really funny, although its sad that we grew up from persecuting gay people to laughing at gay people.

Yesterday:
Got tired, felt weird, watched a lot of tennis...
Umm....oh yea decided to want to do a new story and yea its based on this show called Dead Like Me, which is really cool, its so funny. So yea im going to do that soon.

2003-07-01T16:16:00.000-07:00

Hmm....looks like I've been gone for a while again...i should really put like a more up to date kind of thing going on eh?

anyways....I'm feeling all to up for it so ill forgo the summarizing until tomorrow...yes...tomorrow....Hah!

2003-06-23T16:13:00.000-07:00

yeah...not much happened...and it's already summer...but we've been having some pretty interesting weather lately. anyways

Friday:
yeah spent the whole day at home and it was so boring. The weateher was gloomy but in a good way, like raining but not just cloudy and it was perfect for leaving the lights off and using the computer....was like rushing in trying to get the whole end of school/bday going on saturday but alas, didnt get everyone...
had bizarre late night chats on aim with tricia, jamie, and evan....it was really funny and wasnt so bad. Tricia was trying to practice how to play the guitar.....errr.....made some jokes with evan about the 6th grade....and talked to jamie about movies that make you cry.....

Saturday:
err.....it drizzled...and for the whole day but it was surprisngly good. Went to costco and saw harry potter:order of the phoenix...it was so easy to go get one so we got it and hah! no millions of annoying kids getting one too...plus we got for only half off....saved 15 extra bucks....umm..went to goodwill and good lord mom bought so more really tiny glass cups. went to pick up evan and jamie to go watch a movie and found ourselves in burbank. IT was really fun....really funny too. We went to go buy tickets for the hulk and then ate at islands first. Evan felt deeply offened at the names of the food in the menu...and called jamie a sellout...tsk...tsk....we had cheedar fries and shared some weird brownie ice cream cake and i had mushroom burger, while evan had tacos, and jamie had tiki tenders. I paid for the appetizer and desert. Not so bad.....and then we watched the hulk which was pretty touching....love the editing though. made the movie look like watching a comic book...was really good....while waiting in a long line, evan and jamie were looking at the movie quotes and liked them for a minute. After the movie...we got lost in the exit's own hallway...but we noticed that each exit door had a convinetly placed screen at the top of each door telling what movie and what the next showing is. And good thing we found finding nemo for 5:50, it was 5:30 when the hulk ended. so for the 1st time we snuck in and watched the film which was hilarious. Love dory and the sharks....and the short was funny too. We took pictures in the theater before the movie started and that was really funny...we were tourists. when the movie was over evan wanted to have his picture taken with the shark outside but we didnt. Called dad who picked us up and we went home.

Sunday:
My tita Alice came over for lunch and then me, my dad, and her went to go to santa Ines to pick up Uncle hans (my dad's side of the family). it was a long ass drive about 2 in a half hours and there was no traffic. Fortunately i had harry potter with me...so time felt like a blur. When we got there, the house was huge. Actually it wasnt really a house but we were on a freakin 8 acre ranch. Holy sweet jeebus...it was really huge. anyways....i explored around a bit. The house belonged to Uncle Hans daughter Sandra.....they always wake up early in the morning to go feed the animals and stuff...but for a ranch the house was big....i got lost a few times but it was nice looking in the guest bedrooms and checking out the ultra clean and very white bathrooms. i mean how many people were they trying to fit in that main bathroom. Man...and the veranda was really nice....had a view of the valley and the mountains nearby....but it felt very lonely....but then again....with so much space i can see why...and then a went a little horseback riding...but had a little troubling starting out....oh well......and then i got lost again in the freakin garden....had to call dad to get me back to the house. we went home and ordered thai bbq for dinner.....uncle hans was happy because cassandra was a vegetarian so there was meat. then the day ended and that was it.

interesting events during the weekend:

the burbank excursion:
noticing the huge building of the new amc
Me: "wow!, wonder whats in there?"
Jamie: "I dont know, theaters maybe"

Hearing "Wonderland" by Johnny Mayer
Evan:"Oh God....
Jamie: "OOooo, i like this song"
Evan: "I know...but its......sooo retarded"
Jamie: "What"
Evan: "well the music is good but the lyrics are so bad....(mockingly) 'your body is a wonderland'"

noticing quotes on the floor
Evan: Oh wow!, this is so cool....look what does that say (repeated line)

In islands....noticing the menu
Evan: Oh my God! This is offensive!
Me: What is
Evan: Look right there....tiki tenders
Me: So?
Evan: Hello!!! Tiki Gods....God!

Jamie: Hmm....it sounds good to me
Evan: Well, would you order something that says Christ burger
Jamie: Okay...good point.

Heidi Z (waitress) : Hi, so what are you going to order.
Jamie: Umm....i think ill have the Tiki tenders!
Evan: Sellout!
when the waitress leaves
Evan: did you see her....we were making fun of the food...oh great

Noticing the menu 2
Evan: oh my god look.
Jamie: What
Evan: look...its surfurs...and geez they have to white...how off...
Jamie: imagine if someone actually came in here as a surfur
Me: in the rain
Evan: yeah...with his shirt and surfboard....and those shorts
Jamie: (in surfur voice) surfs up dude!

Parrot
Evan: Ben! Turn around
Me: What is it?
Evan: look behind you
Me: Holy shit...what is that.
Jamie: its a bird....a parrot
Evan: how scary...imagine they had little cameras in there....(turns to picture on the right) like that picture...camera....here..here..here..that small

Bar
Evan: I wonder if they have a karokee machine in here?
Me: Yeah...over there....
Evan: Where....oh wait...too short.

Drinks:
Evan: Isnt it weird
Jamie: What
Evan: me and ben have the pink lemonade while you have the regular one
Jamie: (Jock impersonation)...ill have the nice regular lemonade please.

New drinks
Evan: Hey look it says.....(reading the ad) have a happy pucker
Jamie: OOooo
Evan: imagine if a fob says....(fob) Oh look....have a happy fucker.
Jamie and me laugh
Evan: (fob) OOooo i want a happy fucker....lets order a fucker.

Dessert
Jamie: Ooooo, im going to have the chocolate lava.....mmmm...(repeated line)

Evan: Oh wow....looks like some good shit.
Me: Evan!
Evan: God...okay fine...mmm...this is some good shit...
Jamie: Eww..
Evan: whatever
Jamie: wow this still tastes good
Evan: yeah...this is the best shit ive ever had....no really...cant wait to take a shit again...this is just some really great shit....tastes so good.

Tip:
Me: Shouldnt we leave a tip?
Evan: No who cares
Jamie: Okay ill do it...
Me: but thats only 10 cents!

Noticing quotes on the floor 2
Jamie: Imagine they made a movie with these quotes
Evan: umm....they were from movies.

Jamie: wow...wouldn't it be great to have movie about reading movie quotes...
Evan: yeaaa...thats a good ides.....oh wait nevermind..
jamie: Nah.

Concession stand:
Evan: OOOoooo....i want a jujubee....umm...whats a jujubee?

HULK
Bruce has a nightmare
Evan: (giggles)
Me: whats so funny?
Jamie: Evan thought he was masturbating

after a scene of big explosions and a period of silence
little kid: whoa...
me, jamie, evan: (laugh)

evan: Ooooo...ive never seen finding nemo, what are we watching
Me: the hulk
Evan: Oh

Finding Nemo theater
Me: imagine that they dont start playing the movie because they notice that we snuck in
Evan: Ben....shut up....

Jamie: lets take a picture
Evan: In here?
Me: YEAH
Evan: God we look like dorks....freakin tourists..

Me: how are we going to get our picture
Man sitting next to jamie: I'll take your picture

Notices bar in front of us.
Evan: I know what this is for.
Me: What?
Evan: its for our feet to rest on....wow.
Me: Umm....evan, this was meant for the handicap
Evan: OH shit.

in the ranch
Me: (on a horse) CCCCCAAAASSSAANNNDDRRA!!!!!!! I need HELP!!!!!!!!! Stop the horse!!!!!!!!.....Oww....(hanging on the side of the horse).....I dont like this

Me: (on a horse) hey sandra.....i kind of like doing this.

Me: Dad!
Dad: yes Jay
Me: can you get Aunt Cassandra
Dad: what is it?
Me: I'm lost in the garden....
Dad: (annoyed) again?
Me: I found the horse with me this time.

2003-06-19T07:34:00.000-07:00

Bad bad bad bad....

umm okay so it isnt so bad being it that school is now academically over....academically because i am still at school...i mean the real last day is on friday but we can ditch thursday and tomorrow because are records wont be taken. the only reason im here is to say so more goodbyes to anyone i find while im roaming around the halls and a final goodbye to the seinors who are graduating this year...because most were absent yesterday but they have to be here for graduation....

its strange that the extra final day is raining outside again just like last year.

oh and i also have to pick up y japanese battle royale tape which i left in Mrs.Crowthers room which most likely i would end up watching it in there again.

Hmm....oh yeah i goodbye for the seinors:

Stephanie: yea....will miss you alot....you know its kind of funny....when i first saw you i though you were some snob and you looked kind of mean....but then when i heard you speak you sounded sweet and really nice...turns out your cool too.......my parents think you have nice voice (go figure) and well...its just really a pain to see you leave....but your sister will be around...ill try and visit.

Miren: hey yeah....even though you could be mean...or a little crabby....or well.....yeah okay you were really cool....i guess i just had to get used to your sometimes mood swings....but boy you can really get mad....anyways....have fun...and i wonder if you're still going to play the tenor.

Lenniben: hey lenni....yeah hope you find another ben in whereever ytou go so you can do the whole call and response thing....that was so tite....yeah okay.....hmm....do you by any chance have a cd player i could borrow again?

Me: Hey lenni
Lenniben: Hey Ben
(repeat 4 or 5 times)

Jan: You can be a jerk sometimes but at a loveable one at most...your antics kind of grow on me and well....i need to find another loser (but a cool one at that) around...but where...i think you were the only cool loser i could find. Its weird isn't it. You made algebra 2 class in Mr.Navilles liveable and heck i liked when you called nayellis name in that frutiy voice you used....she even liked and she though you were cool. but when you left i had to leave the class because it was killing me....i only had marielle and now i feel guilty for leaving her behind. hmm.....hope you have a good life and hopefully with muffy by your side....just umm...this time....dont err...suffocate her....bye you stupid fob (okay so you arent but you hang with filps)

Muffy: Muffy, fanella, whatever the hell you want to call yourself but personally....hmm...cant decide what the hell to call you. anyways.....you were always the athletic...type......and for you declaring that our school was going to like go down when 2005 is left....umm....i have to agree with you on that one. hmm....stay with jan....even though he might be a little to attentive or too jealous.....just well....yeah have fun.....

Brian P.: Yes.....your finally leaving....does the happy dance around thing...okay so yeah you can be mean....and really really really really moody but yeah.....okay now leave...no just kidding you were a good guy....and thanks for thinking that i was a year older than i actually was...me mature...yeah right....okay so thanks for that.....

Athena: going to miss your bitchy attitude....i know that even if steph and jan warned me about it the first time....it was like whoa scary......but anyways.....where can i find another bitch that can still be nice at the same time......dont know....will miss you very much....at least you were very honest with what you have to say....okay so i know the bitch thing is like harsh but it can be cool....so you were the really cool sweet uber bitch from hel...i mean eagle rock....and yea.....okay bye...

Eddie U: yeah....i saw your name in the yearbook and it was this really bizarre long ass name and that was just crazy.....okay. I really thought you were flip and it was schocking to find out that you were thai....i mean that was crazy....and even more funnier was the fact that you can even speak tagalog....and very well....i cant speak it.....and that was just...i know i havent said it to you but i thought that was just really something. i know you hated it in mr. yans class and it was just like whoa whenever you had your outbursts with him.....and sometimes you can be like a little full of yourself....but than its what made you eddie....and you were cool to be around with....and too bad you failed that class.....oh well....i tried to explain the stuff to you...maybe you were better off with drawing (which i got to admit now that it does look really good) and acting.....hmm.....didnt know you dated my friend stephanie by the way......

Bernadette: you were really cool and im sorry that i had mistaken you for athena that one time in lords class...and you got really mad at me...i always thought you guys were like twins....and then i noticed the huge difference....for exampe your tall and thin and well athena was shorter....umm she had darker skin and you had tan...you had glasses and she didnt...you look better with glasses on and her face was circle while yours was oval....okay got it then.....you were the complete opposite of athena sometimes...you were more like sisters in my opinion. We'll always remeber you selling candy and both you and athena in mr.lords room....hmm.....what where you guys doing in his room the whole time......(sheepish grin).....(few seconds later) EWWWWW!

Sharon: Sorbet!!!!!!!!!i am like going to miss you alot....where can i find another girl who loves video games more than i do huh? SORBET....yes its my nickname for you....and yes after the desert.....even though i thought that was what everyone called you at first....and it was sherbear.......but i still prefer sorbet better....and besides....it was my personal nickname...okay..then...am glad your alot happier now......sorbet....remember to buy final fantasy x-2 this november...and still play videogames when you get to college...especially rpgs and the fighting games ...we always fought over who was the coolest chick in fighting games.....

Geraldine: yeah.....okay not much to say....my mind is getting tired....but will miss you and the stephanie fan club will miss yo too!!!!!!!!bye geraldine...and have fun shopping for imaginary shoes and other clothes and stuff....and maybe you can stop by the oh i dont know www.oakley.com and pretend your buying shades for me eh?

Marie: Bye marie......it was fun playing pictionary and other weird games at the library..........better with you playing along though.....

Mike: wrote in your yearbook......but where can i find a cooler fob than you .....

if i forgot anyone sorry....my brain is too tired and i wasnt expecting to do much work today...

2003-06-17T17:02:00.000-07:00

Again...sorry but i didnt have time cause of finals...yes...finals for this semester....

other than that beware of my occasional brooding...you dont want to catch some of my brood on you now do we....

umm...yeah i felt kind of weird like so far this week because it being the end of school and all...so i think life went a little way to fast for me and i just need to really like take everything in...

okay before i like give a recap of whats going on let me just take a minute about the whole profiles/ future action story...yea dont worry im still going to go with it but like just give me time and ill get back to it...stuff to do over the summer...okay now let the freaking 1 month missing recap begin.

ahem....

alright so first jessica's party because i forgot to post it...yeah so it was great and everyone had fun...took pics....it was slightly drizzling....lynna, christian and mark....and maybe texan...were spitting down on people passing by as to us being on second floor of paseo which is some strange bizarre never knew it existed place in old pasadena which felt slightly weird and just way too expensive...for one thing we bought tickets for a matinaee (talk bout that later) and that was just about freakin 8 dollars...i mean comeon....back in glendale it's only 6.50 for student discount...and thats at night...sweet jesus...anyways....let me rant on....the whole day wasn't bad i mean i have a great time...jessica seemed to like the pictures and the orchid....err....conversation was limited though to eman, jessica (but barely), and mostly talking to tricia, genevive, and rj. So yeah....that was great....err...i think....everyone else just hung out with everyone else....and i just took more pictures because i was really bored...but i had fun taking pics....because people looks so stupid... anyways....umm...got free cake and then it was too big so jess didnt finish it so me, talia, and lin were like eating occasionally and than me and mark were eating and than i think the cake was finished by texan...am not sure.....oh dammit i forgot how to spell texan...i know this isnt it though and i should just call him by his first johnathen...but damn those who keep saying it this way....
the movie was great although jess thought it was boring....but like every 5 minutes, mark, lynna, and i would just like crack up because one of us would find something realy funny going on...especially when it came to lady deathstrikes's death and it made that clunking sound...hilarious.....and marks side not joke of devastation because it sounds funny when a fob says it...which lynna didnt get...but oh well i was surprised i enjoyed the movie and wasnt tarnished by its faults....big difference from watching scorpion king and since that was a bad and horrible movie only sounds good when you have giselle's constant laughing in the background....(year ago on grethchens and brians bday and yes jess....john (daniel) was there). wow looks like this is going a little too long....alright.....

at the end of the movie we went to go get picked up and i bought a coldstone (actually half of us bought) ice cream and we called my dad to pick us up. It was really funny because lin was speaking in mandarin ti her mom and than
eman: "wow, ben thats the best spanish i've ever heard"
Lin:(annoyed) "emmanuel, that wasn't spanish for crying out loud, that was mandarin"
eman: (in strange bizarre innocent way) "mandarin, oh my god i thought you were speaking in spanish,"

that has got to be like one of the best highlight events of the year (i should make a list of that) or at least conversation. another interesting momment
Lin: "oh shit!"
Me: "what is it?"
Really horrible jacked up white car (i think a toyato something or was it honda) car passes by. and then someone is waving out the window.
Lin: "that was my brother!"
Me: (to self) "is she leaving!"
Lin: (overheard) "no but that's not fair, he gets to go to the movies and says he cant pick me up...that asshole!"

another momment with lin:
Lin: (annoyed) "guess what?"
Eman: "I couldn't understand with that perfect spanish of yours"
Lin: "my mom said that she's now staying behind just because i'm being late"

And another interestin event of the day:
Eman: "What's Brian holding?"
Me: "It looks like he bought something,"
Eman: "than why is he hiding it?"
Me: "Hello, he just came from bath and bodyworks...maybe he is just to embarrassed."
Eman: "Why is he hiding it in a purple umbrella"
Me: "how should i know"
Jessica: "Hey that's my umbrella"
Shan'l and Brian come up to us
Eman: "What are you doing?"
Brian: "Just bought some stuff see..." (takes out some shampoo) smells good,
Me: "See told you"
Shan'l: (giggling) shhh...
Jessica: "Oh my god! Your stealing and putting...that..that. stuff in my umbrella!"
Brian: "Oh...umm...happy birthday Jessica
Me: (cracking up) oh man
Shan'l: Shut up...we dont want to get caught....
Brian and Shan'l look around
Brian: ok
Shan'l: we're going back!

looks like the summary of just one day went a little too long eh? damn will talk later than.....bloody hell......

2003-06-11T22:41:00.000-07:00

Egads....i know i haven't been around here much....okay...got to sleep....but i might as well go back to blogging.....

jeez.....

5 days left....man i am running out of time.....

2003-05-05T07:51:00.000-07:00

okay br madness is now cooling off because i cant find anymore pictures.....well theres a lot out there its just that i dont know how to put them on the blog. poo

2003-05-02T10:36:00.000-07:00

more br madness....

you know you've watched too much br when.....

you bake really tiny cookies.....

you put band-aid on a guy and say, "ive never touched a man before"

you confess your undying love to a girl and then fall over....

you go looking around the whole place for that "girl" or "boy" if you're a girl

you join the track team in order to practice in that nice yellow track suit you bought....

you make collars to look like the kinky battle royale ones.....

you go on the internet to find other people's homemade collars and see which ones look more realistic to the original

you squeal when fina a collar with its very own led transmitter built in...

you dream about making battle royale into an american remake.....but your own version so it wont suck

you dream about having kou shibasaki reprising her role as mitsuko in the remake

and also masonabu ando as kazou too

and might as well add eri ishikawa as utsumi too.....

anyways back to the list...

youve seen the trailer for the sequel one too many times

youve found translations for the lines barely spoken in the trailer for the sequel

you wish that mitsuko was in the sequel and try and find some way to make her appear in it

you cry when you find out that noriko only has a cameo appearance in the sequel

you scream with joy when they have smiling winner from br and kitanos daughter in the sequel

you feel sad already for the first two people who died in the sequel shown through trailer....

you go and buy the novel and finsih all of it in 3 days.....

you become paranoid and wait for the school to become a danger zone.....

you cry when your favorite character dies

you go up to someone you have a crush on but dont want to say how you feel by saying they're really cool

you run away from lighthouses

you never ever eat spahghetti again....especially when the sauce looks a little too much

especially when your friends make said spaghetti

you bring a pot-lid and binoculars to school

you say your father is a doctor and the next day a fisherman

you never whisper when a teacher wears a track suit nearby

you wait and listen for the pa system to announce the broadcast at 6 and 12 in the morning and at night

you stab a guy in the balls when they begin to sexually harass you

whenever you get mad you slam your hand on the table

whenever new information is revealed....you slam your hand on the table....

you set a wire outside your house to indicate invaders.

you imagine what its like if your class where to be stuck in battle royale

y

2003-04-29T21:17:00.000-07:00

sorry yeah ive been busy.....oooo found br quizzes neat......if you still dont know what battle royale is than well you have to go check it out for yourself.....grin.....so here....

if i were in battle royale.....i would be:

Boys #11 Sugimura Hiroki

You are Sugimura Hiroki. You are one cool
dude. Tall, handsome, all the girls seem to
love you, but you only have feelings for that
one special girl that... 'stole' your heart.

Which Battle Royale boy are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

yup.....i would be him....hes a cool guy......too bad he doesnt kill anyone...but still ultra cool....

if i were female and happen to be in the unfortunate class of 3-b in Shiroiwa Juinor High School in Japan (talk about bad timing) than i would be:

Girls #13 Chigusa Takako

You are Chigusa Takako. "Hell hath no
fury" - there are no other words for you.

Which Battle Royale girl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

yup its Chigusa....the lovely girl who stabs that one guy in the balls that we all happened to see in English class.....yupp.....isnt she cute....ooooo i get to stab someone in the balls.....eww.....i get hit on by a guy....or worse tell some guy that i think his really cooll.....such as the one above....oh well cutie chiaki kuriyama who plays chigusa will be in tarantinos new film kill bill go watch it.....yow....

2003-04-29T20:48:00.000-07:00

yup sorry and all but it looks like ill be taking a break for the day.....or actually maybe tomorrow.....unless i can finish reading all the neat stuff till midnight and all that...

okay so the reason that i wont be updating Tricia's profile today is that i am therefore celebrating today as battle royale holiday because well....my favorite webmaster bawsherp has finally got his battle royale website and it looks tight and plus i found br community which has br nuts like me so thats great....

other than that.....umm having fun right now....i know i should be celebrating for x-men 2 but like that can wait......grin...

so

blame the freakin monkey....

oh and also br......mitsuko is very hot.....

2003-04-24T13:04:00.000-07:00

Name: Jessica Del Rosario
Age: 15
Codename: Flora
Hair: Black
Eyes: Before transformation Brown, After transformation...Green.
Weight: 105 lbs.
Height: 4 ft. 11 In.
Race: Filipino and a mix of Japanese
Faction: The Pristesses of God.
Side: Good
Fighting Style: T'ai Chi Quan
Elemental: Green (earth)
Weapons: Sacred books of knowledge (several heavy pounds of books that she keeps in her bag....the most powerful being her history book.

Stats:
Power: 2
Intelligenence: 5
Agressiveness: 3
Speed: 4
Strategy: 4
Stamina: 2

Info: Subject has been seen as part of the strange and very secretive group that has been strictly devoted to its religion. Always strangely missing almost every Wednesday night. Is a former winner of the award as most innocent. Her skills in the art of t'ai Chi is actually quite good. Subject however is not a threat seemingly because religious beliefs strike her down as being one of peace. She has the strange uncanny ability with using the flower in her hair and also her faith in the Bible

Rating: C (However, her combat skills are quite strong and her ability to plan out attacks are sneaky...but her religious thoughts count down on her)

Bio: Jessica, smart student, obedient to her family, and know it all has been questioning the motives of her "friend" emanuel and his awards. Although she has won one, she is questioning the disappearances of several new nominees. Bringing this up to her fellow pristesses, the vatican has sent down orders to investigate the going ons.....but will her faith in God help her.....or will she fall into the clutches of that of emanuel and become evil.....

Abilities:
Flower Throw: jessica takes one of the many flowers from her hair and throws it at the opponent. She seemingly has an unlimited supply. Projectile....Slash: anti-air......Elemental: earth
Confirmaion: Jessica will talk about the ongoings in confirmations, causing sleep in the opponent.
Show Pictures: Jessica throws pictures at the opponent which causes them to be entranced by.
Nag: Jessica sends out her complaints toward the opponent which causes damage. Elemental: Earth
Send animal: Jessica sends a animal towards the enemy. Punch: Squirrel Slash: Swarm of bugs. Hard Slash: Bear. Elemental: Earth

Finishing Move:
Study Time ! : Jessica will constantly nag the opponent to the point that they become annoyed. She soons throws various heavy books at them, the heavy weight causes to break their limbs and enventually their skull

2003-04-24T12:44:00.000-07:00

okay i know its out of the blue....but there playing cowboy bebop the movie right now so um.....laters..

2003-04-24T07:48:00.000-07:00

Name: Emanuel Sedora
Age: 15
Codename: That man, also known as "A-Noy-ing"
Hair: Black
Eyes: Brown
Weight: 132 lbs.
Race: Half Filipino and Half Black
Faction: B.W.H.O.R. (leader)
Side: Evil
Fighting Style: Snake
Elemental: Black (dark)
Weapons: Dark Ice Pick (an intersting small dagger, it can be used as a weapon and has the mysterious powers to also write on paper)

Stats:
Power: 3
Intelligence: 4
Agressiveess: 4
Speed: 3
Strategy : 5
Stamina: 2

Info: Subject has been seen and is known as the leader and the "cause" for what is going on. It seems he has been conducting his experiments and secrets and is able to successfully manipulate the people around him. He may seem an orndinary student at Eagle Rock High School, but this subject is quite dangerous and cruel. He is bent on completing his tasks no matter what the causts and will use his followers to their wills. Yet, his cover as a famous celebrity makes it hard to take him down. Too many supporters in the way. He has the strange ability to manipulate matter and cause them to appear out of thin air. His laugh is also quite known to cause a few problems

Rating: A (political leader, large fanbase, and skills)

Bio: For one reason only, Emanuel has been known to wanting to be the spotlight. Now having the chance, he will do anything to become the ruler of the media....and eventually the world of course. He has been known for cruelty, even to his own supporters right down to one of his advisors, Talia Esber. The enigmatic Emanuel, he is an enigma of his own.

Abilities:
Crackling Laugh: Emanuel will laugh at opponent. Shock waves from his voice causes the opponent to become paralyzed in addition to sustaing damage. The opponent will become paralyzed for only a few seconds. Punch: Waves on ground level Slash: Waves towards air. Can be done in the air and is advised as anti-air move. Elemetal: Dark
Stare: Emanuel will give off some glaring look causing the opponent to become paralyzed with fear. Slash: Middle finger added for time.
Put Down Remarks: Emanuel will say something to oppponet that is obviously not true but causes the opponent to complain in fear and becomes paralyzed for a few seconds. The more time this move is used, the more times the opponent will become aggresive.
Draw: Punch: Emanuel draws a turtle. Slash: Emanuel draws an incoming Bwhor model. Elemental: Dark

Finishing Move:
Modeling for Bwhor: Emanuel will draw the opponent's image on his notepad using his Dark Ice Pick. He will draw them wearig his clothes line and adds a corset in their torso. he will soon make the corset so tight that the opponents body becomes so squeezed in that they die. Along with bulging head and limbs.

2003-04-23T21:52:00.000-07:00

Fighters for this year's Esjr Yearbook Awards Tournament....................

Accessing files.............

Access to these files are strictly prohibited to anyone with their clearance levels lower than Class A.........
Please state codename and password in order to unlock the files.........Name: xxxxxxx Password:xxxxxxxxxx

.................Access Granted.......

Name: Benjamin Doroin
Age: 15
Hair Black
Eyes Mix of blue and brown
Weight 150 lbs
Height 5ft 5in.
Race Mix of Filipino and British
Faction ????
Side Good
Fighting Style: Ninjitsu
Elemental: White (light)
Weapons: Sliver Sword....(sword that is hard to see with the naked eye because its atomic matter is based on a new atom that shields it from sight)

Stats:
Power:3
Intelligence:5
Aggressiveness:2
Speed:3
Strategy:4
Stamina: 3

Info: Subject has been seen as one of the more "popular" known sightings with our agents...he has been one of the more fellow subjects that has been popping his head into matters that should not concern of him. A former winner of one of the yearbook awards....his powers should be at least of some note in order to take precaution.
Is one of the stronger test field subjects yet we have reported that non of the field agents has seen him fight yet...however if he does get into battle....the outcome can be anyone's guess....he has earned the ability to however disappear...as if he was the invisible man....

Rating: B (due to his ability but his pacifism comes to play)

Stats:
It's anyone's guess as to why he has chosen to risk his life to reveal the truth but better yet is more confused is to what is going on. Although able to resist being used by Emanuel, his intentions of saving the world aren't there in his head....an okay and laid back type of guy, he isn't willing to fight and can be viewed more as a pacifist....
Yet, he is currently trying to find out and see if he can save his friends from the clutches of the dark side.....

Moves:
Invisible Cloak: can cloak himself in a shield of invisiblity for at a maximum of half an hour...he has to stop when he has done this several times for his body is not yet used to it.
Teleport: Is also able to mysteriously appear out of nowhere. this is for the benefit of startling opponent and gain the window for attack.
Shadow Shield: unlike the invisible cloak, this power can be used easily without the expensive tax on his mind...Ben can be able to "hide" underneath any shadow nearby...but it only works on shadows...

Finishing Move:
Share: Takes opponent and turns them invisible...since their body is not used to is the opponent is trapped being invisble but the body and mind begin to violently implode utnil nothing is left.

2003-04-23T10:35:00.000-07:00

The time has come for the annual esjr yearbook awards, otherwise known as the yearbook awards..........

It is known thoughout the whole entire school for its presitgious awards and honors, the extravagent ceremonies, and the many fame and fortune that it has brought to the people involved...something very special......however something is going on this year...something strange.....an awards show so famous yet the voting is so secretly involved.......no one even knows how the whole thing had started........

But beneath its wide known instituional workings lies an intricate web of lies and intrigue...and that of tricky espionage and something very sinister......

Benjamin Doroin, a student and former winner of one of the most notorious awards.....has become entranced with the strange occurrences that has been building up to the ceremony......something is going on...after the nominations has started and now the voting has begun....something is happening to the former winners of the yearbook awards....something is chaning...and Ben knows it too for he is changing also.....and also the disappearances of the new nominees for the awards has been occuring......and Ben has decided to go and unravel the mess that is happening......

Other people has also notice this.......and these people will soon be involved in a more complicated matter than they could ever imagine..........

It turns out that Emanuel Sedora, the sponser and benefactor of the yearbook awards, has something more malevolent in his hands, and now the participants have learned that it is not an annual ceremony, but the rounding up of finding out supporters for the enigmatic Emanuel and using them to.........conqueor the media.......oh yeah and eventually the WORLD TOOO.......

however, there are those who are ready to stand to such evil, many have been propelled with the death of new nominee for person of the year Ruby Yuja, .........these brave souls will have to enter and fight to protect the innocent.....however they will have to face some of the willing supporters of Eman for their own greedy needs....and somewhere behind the lines....a seemingly more bigger force of evil seems to be at work....

THE ESJR BLOODY TOURNAMENT HAS BEGUN.......

2003-04-23T07:51:00.000-07:00

So yeah hey whats up....so like you can either blame him or praise him....eman has inspired me to do my own analysis....but like its going to be a fighting type of thing...in other words....i like fighting games so umm......yeah plus i want to compare and see how my friends do when they battle it out......plus its like because x-men 2 is coming out soon so yeah......umm....

2003-04-22T07:51:00.000-07:00

so yup stuck here again.....i had to look for some words in spanish to make my presentation look a little better...i guess.....just bored....

hey eman was like doing something pretty cool on his blog...he was doing like character analysis on people...although it wasnt very good....or acutually factual based....or even real....it was still cool...so i think i might come up with some later on......oh well....but the twist is that im going to do it in like some weird bizarre fighting game manual and come up and give them some very kick arse special moves.....or come up instead with an even cooler give them secret agent agendas and give them special powers....all in getting ready for the x-men 2 release coming up in like 2 weeks.....yeah baby....

oh....and remeber.....

know your onion....

lazy days and lates

2003-04-21T07:41:00.000-07:00

yeah okay so spring break wasnt so bad....couldve been better though.....

umm....only good things were staying up and waking up late...reading Battle royale the novel in english now....eman putting on posts for the esjr's awards so go and vote.......

alos watched trigun and cowboy bebop....that was cool....like the latter in particular....funny as hell......and has some pretty cool music......

this is what i got on some quiz for it....character whatever...

Which Cowboy Bebop Character are You like?
Takes other quizzes at Newsies Meets Anime...Anime Meets Newsies...

2003-04-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

Grrr....she's not here...again....lenny ben said she would be here early but she isn't...ooh well.

Right now some people are watching Romeo and Juliet (the baz luhrman one)...okay so im slightly bored...and im a little behind in finish gretchen's gift so yeah i have to finsih it tonight so i can give it to here tomorrow. This sucks...so many pictures and i have to make comments on them....and i want to make it look like nice so i have to do all this shit for it...and besides it has to have a birthday card...so yup there ya go....

Nothing much happened in between the days from the last post...i got an a on the bio test yesterday so that went well and now Mr. Lord is posting my diagrams in the back of the class, "fantastic"....so that was that....rochelle hasnt given me her picture for copies and today is her last chance before after sprig break...

Wondering out loud more like it at the momment.

come back later..

sleep faster we need the pillows

2003-04-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

Hey there guys whassup....okay nevermind....

so not much has happened over the weekend really. I had to do my shifts for this interfest at school. Its supposed to be an "international" festival, but most of the people there were Mexicans (soccor) and only one Filipino stand. So that was that....we made root beer floats and when it was over we had an ice ball fight. So....kristine got some really huge fire ants on the track earlier.

Sunday....nothing happened that day either.

Yesterday was okay we had to do this essay for Mrs. Crowther and now theres nothing to worry about for this class for the week. She said well just watch Roxanne or have a party before spring break next week. Found out we have a bio test on wednesday and today i have a spanish test which i just remebered rite now.

So thats all there is i guess....my head is just going on and on.....brian is still mad at me nothing new....

found out that i got nominated for some awards on emans site so yeah thats great, second most nominated with 5...thats just great....so.....yeah......err........met some guy named adam yesterday too but yeah .......

gretchens birthday is coming up next friday...unfortunately its during spring break...i dont know what she wants to do so dont know.......most likely celeberating it with brian because i think they have it on the same day.....so im supposed to print her pictures for her gift....but as i was looking for them last night i noticed that i have about 100 plus pictures of her in it....and she wants every pic of her in it.....even the really silly ones....(actually there pretty funny) so ive decided to either a) print the pics and waste the ink and have in small size b) save them to a cd and give it to her and she print them herself (good thing is with cd, it fills the whole computer screen to make the pic like super size) or c) cd with same benefits as b but as a slide show with funny comments on powerpoint and i like this one better.....didnt notice the bell rang update later.

"im schizophrenic, so am i"
-a bipolar admitting there crazy

2003-04-04T07:34:00.000-08:00

i really like these huge flat mac screens in here

2003-04-04T07:33:00.000-08:00

yipeee its friday...so what to do...just forgot my math book for trig and now im trying to figure out where i left. I think i left in my mom's car or maybe in my bedroom. most likely my room. Hmm...let's see. i was packing stuff into my bag and now im not sure if i remeber if i brought the book to the living room or not. Crap, i hate it when im self doubting myself.

Hmmm....there playing rage against the machine right now in the lab....wow havent heard this song in like 2 years.

Sooo....lenny ben said she was going to be here today so thats good....i guess.......

know your onion....(lates)

2003-04-03T12:53:00.000-08:00

for once my blog has actually updated up to date....what a surprise (seriously)

2003-04-03T12:52:00.001-08:00

Tomorrow for sure lenny ben is going to be here and with cards.

2003-04-03T12:52:00.000-08:00

Yup nothing to do, looks like im stuck here today....looks like next week of got extra work to do...back to the pictures again.

Oh well it isnt so bad i guess i mean it is pretty fun. Oh yeah, i have to make copies for Rochelle's jd pics next monday because she forgot them today. im sure its probably wallet size but i can make bigger copies, i mean its free for me. Maybe i could charge probably 2 dollars for each pic (to be copied).

Hey its fun.

Nothing bad happened today, so far. Although Eman was annoying the heck out of me during third period. ive got 5 extra credit points on my essay for history and Mr.Shaw had to read in front of the class. Somethings wrong with Athena's back. Stephanie C likes happy tree friends (grin) and ive got to find something better to do. Am glad its already thrusday and im hoping nothing bad will happen for the rest of the day. Im beginning to wish that i stayed in the cafeteria rite now. Great theres another big test for spanish later. And im feeling thristy for sprite.

Nothing much to say so just blah.

Must find someway to work out picture gift for Gretchen next week, dont know if im going to print but then thatll take forever and that would be alot of ink (if i print im going to have to use best) or if im going to put on a cd.....cd sounds good....hope Gretch is smart enough to operate....must write instructions on how to print then. its a litte confusing but in the end much easier for both of us.

2003-04-02T07:42:00.000-08:00

yay, april fools was yesterday but nothing much really happened. No real big prank or anything....oh well....

err....tried doing one but it was okay i guess...not too big, i blurred some of my friends photos to get that whole creepy ring look (if you seen ring, or the japanese ringu, which i seriously thought that both were really good then youd probably know what im talking about. Found out you could use a simple photo manipulating program to get the effect) My dad did a prank on one of his hacker sites and whatnot so i didnt really get...okay so i did...hahaha....computer geek.

Have oral test for spanish today so whoop whoop and all.....yeah a little nervous but overall will feel okay later today.

bio test was yesterday i think i missed a few questions though, wonder how bad i did.

not much to day just dropping by

know your onion.

2003-04-01T07:15:00.000-08:00

hey guess what its april fools day...wonder what stupid pranks will befall today...hey i was just wondering.

It's also interestingly enough my sister's b-day

2003-03-31T07:28:00.000-08:00

where the hell is Lenny-Ben????

and yes im in the freakin computer lab once again.

2003-03-31T07:27:00.000-08:00

head a pretty okay weekend for a change. Looks like Stephanni isnt going to be here today. She was sick yesterday but im sure shell be here tomorrow due to bio test for lord.

Anyways good news is that tomorrow is a shortened day bad news is that today is the stupid mile test for my pe class, damn i wasnt or i dont feel fit for this but it would be funny to see how eman, tish, and jessica do on it.

But at least i wont have to worry about that till third, hope it wont be too hot.

Must finish that extra story for Mrs.Crowther, at least bring some closure into it and all.

Feel great so I'll leave you guys be and just scram.

By the way had an interesting Gameday at the library last friday, actually turned out to be fun playing simpsons picionary becaue jan (korean girl this time), angela, and mary were really into it. Although lots of stupidity had ensued.

2003-03-28T07:29:00.000-08:00

On a stupid note, the other reason being here is that ive got to finish the story mrs. Crowther asked me to write.

2003-03-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

Okay! Thats it ive had it and i think im going to stop now.

Guess what...i went to go to apologize to Brian this morning and actually this was just a few minutes ago.

notice that i am still here

okay so i asked him if he was still mad at me and surprise surprise he totally blew up at me. He just screamed ," Get the hell away from me, dont come near me and dont ever talk to maria."

Okay so i guess two weeks wasnt long enough for him to cool over some stupid word that i said and ironically it was during at a time when i was technically defending him. Big mess im in eh.

Well that shows stephanni what i meant but i guess she was trying to be nice about the whole freakin situation. And so was jessica and everyone else for that matter. No offense to them but im just saying...

Just wonderin...whose maria...i only know one maria but i dont think she knows him...but still i didnt say anything to her about Brian.

im not trying to lighten the situation with this but his really mad, i just didnt know how much til now.

yeah yeah once bitten twice shy.

2003-03-27T07:35:00.000-08:00

Posting again, and yup im still here in the lab, on the otherhand the only post i can post is in the lab.

It's still early and i am just kind of weirded out and all and i just dont feel so great....

have history test for mr. shaw and like no worries about that, all his test are easy so i have noting to worry about that.

Still here and am just thinking.....brian hasnt said anything to me since tuesday, grrr.....oh well...

we took a practice two mile test in pe and just to tell you i am so not fit for that and i cant believe how tired i easily got....before i could do a mile under 4:30 and now my score for 2 was now 4:34, pretty bad isnt it.

still here....just wondering if anyone else really reads this, besides the people who go to emans site and all

have nothing else to say at the momment...and where the hells is lenny ben, she said she was going to be here and we were going to play cards and all but i havent seen her the past two days.

2003-03-26T07:23:00.000-08:00

like i said i .....oh well forgot to post....was busy yesterday and all and the lab was closed during break.

Umm.....bored....was going to apologize to brian today but i think ill do it later....right....okay maybe tomorrow hmm dont know

theres been some improvement between us, this time he noticed i was there and he actually said something to me...and surprisingly isnt wasnt something mean just a ," Where you been lately?" and then that was it and that was the only thing we said....yesterday...oh well..

battle of the bands is starting or was anyways......fuck it i say

bored .....bored....bored....more problems between people going on and im just glad it has nothing to do with me this time....yeah what a relief......

dont you just hate firewalls......

will apparently apologize to brian....maybe before the semester ends....before he pounds me to death....yeah myabe we are blowing it our of proportion

once bitten twice shy

2003-03-24T09:14:00.000-08:00

I hate this....i was posting earlier this morning and it was like this big post and now i have to do it agaaaaain. But i dont have enough time right now because the stupid computer in Mrs. Crowthers room is so freakin slow and now the t.a.'s here so shit

2003-03-24T07:47:00.001-08:00

bloody hell

2003-03-24T07:47:00.000-08:00

grrr...somthing ate my last post....

2003-03-21T14:24:00.000-08:00

oh yeah almost forgot, hope everything goes well for Lynna (if you ever read this) on her date with Jason for the Jdd....and no i dont know if they really are dating or not dont know...shes more like his escort...oh well

and hope eman wont have to worry about her...she can take good care of herself.....

and lynna dont fret about someone hating you...we can always find them and pulverize them into a bloody pulp.

2003-03-21T14:21:00.000-08:00

am bored and i just found myself stuck at the library and guess wat?

NO ONE IS HERE AT ALLL

well theres still vicky but she just left, nina is bored and looks tired, Diana is working on something and well am bored......

im also very hungry and am well hungry...could use a tuna fish sandwhich with some fries right now.

stil early and wont get picked up till 6:00

at least i get to go to blockbuster and rent something...hopefully either xenosaga or guilty gear xx

must go to stevens house tomorrow to work on the anatomy diagram for bio and all...am lazy and dont want to really work.

somehow i feel like i have some big report to do. but i dont....again mindless ranting of my own.
'
plus there some guy who plays hackey sack in the quad and i also saw max and peter (he used to go to my school a year ago and now he doesnt)

lazy days and lates

2003-03-21T10:26:00.000-08:00

yeah not much....todays the last day (hopefully) of my exile and umm....yeah next monday ive got to apologize to Brian, blow up or not.

Looks like everyone hates Jacco at the moment because of shocking stuff on his blog or site or whatnot....hey he did his own downfall but cant blame him....so tricia was crying today because of this and it seems monet hasnt found out about it yet.

got to go

always remember:
once bitten twice shy

2003-03-20T10:27:00.000-08:00

about the last post....yeah i got a weezer cd yesterday from mom, "maladroit".

I like the song posted below...its called take control...fav so far on the album.

2003-03-20T07:31:00.000-08:00

Leave me now
Show me how
And I won't be ashamed
Of the things we once made
And I won't be comin'
Back round here no more... no
Leave and try
Tell me why
And I won't let you down
Drag your name all over town
And I won't be comin'
Back round here no more... no
No... everyone, everyone
Everyone I know
Take control
Whoa-oh

2003-03-20T07:25:00.000-08:00

Sorry i forgot to post yesterday, but then again whats the difference, im still stuck in exile....oh well nothing really happened yesterday.

Hmm....cant think of what happened.....well the Iraq has started...cant really be happy about it but what can i say...

err......dont know my head is just reeling and im feel like shit still.

Grr...i dont know it was just well two more days...just two more days and maybe the prodigal son might return. perhaps anyways. Then again im blowing it out of proportion.

2003-03-18T07:38:00.000-08:00

Looks like im still stuck in exile.....hmm......wonder if Eman is actually enjoying this with the much needed drama going around.....oy

Word was going around yesterday that Brian was mad at me....hmmm i wonder why....and i wonder why i already knew that....oh well its the information age because im beginning to wonder how the hell did everyone find out because there was no way in hell that someone was reading this shit except maybe for Eman, Trisha, and probably the few 10 people that probably stoped by way of links...oh well i guess its not so bad because people wont be wondering why im not around...but hah people rarely take notice of me....

Just helped Gretchen who needs to finish her english homework...some 5 pargraph essay she needs to finish in about 15 minutes from now....

Life just goes on and on and you know i dont know im just i guess kind of sad.....

Do not know how long my exodus will take but hopefully nothing majorley bad will happen....

Funny thing happened after school yesterday....some people were asking me if i were okay and all this pity crap which i appreciate reall i do but shouldnt they be like i dont feeling sorry for Brian and not me... i mean come on im supposed to be the bad guy here.....hes supposed to be the victim and i dont know people are beginning to feel sorry for me....maybe because sooner or later Brian is going to beat me into a bloddy pulp. I think.....

Im beginning to also think that this whole anger thing Brian has is not only to spite me but i think hes probably trying to prove my point---you know asshole....but looks like im the asshole......

Unfortunately i cant really hold any grudges...ive gotten used to getting insults and there has not been one day where like some kind of bad thing that puts me down a little....but you know im just not around so i dont know how brian got all pissed of just that stupid word and i wish he just forgot the whole thing.................

grr...cant thnk

at least ill have time to finsih that thing for Spanish.

lazy days and lates (and wonder how long ill last this week)
Life42

2003-03-17T09:16:00.000-08:00

thought i should just drop by for a while....i dont know why mrs.crowther let me again.

cant believe forgot it was st.Partick's day.. so i got pinched and really hard by stacy from 1st in history...ow still hurts....

2003-03-17T07:38:00.000-08:00

being here was just a bad idea.....

2003-03-17T07:30:00.001-08:00

Damn...why must this thing work backwards (chronologically in a day i mean)

2003-03-17T07:30:00.000-08:00

Grrrr....bening here is just depressing enough.....

2003-03-17T07:28:00.000-08:00

So far life isnt all that great...but maybe thats only because its the start of a new week i dont know its just my ramblings going on...

So far im stuck in fuckin exile...okay so i put myself in exile because i chose to be....instead of dealing it like a man im chickening out and just doing the whole avoidace thing...god i am such a wuss.

So wat am i supposed to do now...dont know i guess.....oy....stuck in the middle of nowhere....i just had one of those weird trippy movie experiences where that main character is stuck at some crossroads point choosing which road to take and wow...that was just weird...so i chose the computer lab for my temporary haven....at least i get to work on the history project because im sure no one else worked on it....arrgh....

So to summarize the short entry....im still avoiding Jacco and now imavoiding Brian (although i have bio with him)...i could probably be a ghost or something walking along the halls...having some people see me (the people in my classes because obviously i cant avoid them) and staying invisible...because im just not around

On the other hand most people dont even acknowledge my existence so what difference does it make...maybe where i hang out.....and why is it that everything said last week was just very bad.....grrr.....

So where to go....:

the seinors with eddie but then the hangout is just way too close to the tree (my main kickout) like i dont know just a 5 step distance across....

the arrogant sophmores on that other tree.....nope bad idea...

the 9th graders (any) but nope....

oh yes the weird bizarre former magnet kids but then again i have natasha and thats enough for me....9 (and melissa diaz too)....

aha perfect choice....kick it with stephanie C and the more relaxed sophmores by the cafeteria....there that way i can relax with no one hassling me and well....i could read or read or if Mary isnt that annoying i could talk to her while she rambles on how she got John Mangor Bang (yes thats really his name, seriously)

okay got to go...history project...

i eat because im sad, and im sad because i eat (found it somewhere...thought it would fit my mood)

2003-03-14T22:34:00.000-08:00

Whoa its like i dont know late...did you know that it is incredibly hard to post on this site because of the bloody firewall on the computer...oh well a little sacrifice to pay for some protection...

Just watched tuxedo and it was like very corny (had it on DVD), am glad to go back and watch either A.) The ring (The remake) downloaded on computer or B.) Battle Royale (Japanese) downloaded on computer but i wish i had the special edition on DVD but unfortunately due to our American government and problems with censorship...then i do not think it will ever be released in the states...ever....at all....oh well...i can always get my cousin or Uncle and Aunt (there pretty cool) in the U.K. to send me one...cause like it's released there a few months ago...damn those lucky bloody bastards..

have more to say i guess....

i am just like not feeling it this week definetly not mines....i managed to piss off three people but one in particular i feel really bad about...arrgh....

wish they could hear me apologize rite now...i feel like shit...arrgh....sucks to be me doesn't it eh?

Sorry Jacco for smacking you in the head...you had every right to err....show your self in public...free country...

Sorry Ricky (the one in my Trigonometry class) for saying about that whole hand in the pants thing...i mean everyone else was making fun of it and so...and besides my joke was so lame i mean come on....only Pablo made it looked bad...but he knows you more than me...but i have to agree what the hell was that with the comeback...but i didnt say anything...Wendi and well Pablo said it...i just made my weird confused eyebrow look.

And so Sorry to Brian for calling you an asshole....sorry sorry sorry times 500 more...i didnt know you would well...i dont know i wouldve never meant to hurt your feelings like that or anything...come on be a man and just take it...okay sorry .....GOD

Really sucks to be me...

2003-03-14T10:11:00.000-08:00

Woohoo, yeah boo yea baby!

Actually, don't even know why i mean big deal i get to use the computer.

Oh well, anyways rite now im in 2nd period English. Mrs. Crowther let me use the computer while well, for the rest of the period. And just a minute ago, i got Sally picked me to read but alas i knew where we we're so like too bad. i guess she tried to embarass me. So yea i already read the whole thing, "the pit and the pendulum" by Edgar Allen Poe not bad actually. So...yeah just got bored and decided i wanted to use the computer.

I'm also trying to find some stuff for history project so at least this time on the computer wont go to such waster (intellectually).

Class, is almost over soon, and the 10 minute bell for pe rang(the room is near the girl's gym)

Alex is reading rite now and well...he's a pretty slow reader.

Still here....

A lot of people were wondering why i got on the computer and all of sudden they get all pious on me...i mean big deal...they didnt care when stacey was on two days ago and thats when we started reading the story. Oh well i dont care...sometimes i feel like i dont get the respect i deserve...like as if im not around.

hah...am still here Mrs. Crowther dosent care (i asked her).

So...i ended up not selling my tickets...grr...

Yesterday wasnt so bad...nothing big happened. Cant really think about it.

And it seems as if right now, everyone either wanted him to die or thought he was going to die. Only Judith wanted him to live...but shes a good person so that might explain...

Right now its Maria b-day today so were going to sing to her. Funny stuff...Wendy put on the board and called her twin towers and we spent half of the period trying to figure out what it means. Actually it means that she wore some ny t-shirt with the twin towers on it...and the double meaning( you know breasts) and like Wendy says theres more to is so i suspect something like i dont know maybe lesbian undertones.

2003-03-14T06:55:00.000-08:00

Grrr,,,,,,post later

2003-03-13T09:15:00.000-08:00

Got bored again...stuck in homeroom...good thing theres a computer in here...we were just talking about six flags and the like. i dont know theres a 10th grade thing going on about it...thoughts of 8th grade six flags night....it wasnt so bad i guess...but damn for 130 dollars...i dont know...so pissed rite now because jan wont buy the bloody tickests....arrgh.

at least i have a little more time now...got to think of where to choose for descriptive thing.

yeah homeroom is over...but its the same place for second period.

More thoughts on the whole jan and athena thing going on...from her point of view it looks like jan is like some stalker crazy psycho guy...she says the least amount of times that he called her was 10 in a day. Generally its 40. her mom is pissed because it is just way too much..
Stepahnie told me that hes just like that and its the way that he is i guess...total control but then i just remebered that i think Athena was well...his only girlfriend that he ever had...and there both seinors....funny thing i remebered on Turesday was that he asked emily out who was two years younger than him (my age) and then a week later she dated some older guy... Okay got to go.

dont forget the onion.

2003-03-13T06:48:00.000-08:00

Yeah...so anyways just dropping by to add something to my measly site...

First time using a blog so i do not know what the hell im doing...oh well...im sure eman or Tish could probably help me out later on...

Chances of someone from school reading my rant....probably 1 to 1000000000.

Yesterday was alright...i'll just write somethings done and a few snippets about things as i go...a la Run Lola Run..

First off...went to school obviously...i've been spending the last few days trying to get of these two stupid laser tag tickes for 10 each and i was just screaming inside my head as to what to do with them...the only possible customers i had were Emily and Jan...So much for Emily because she said she had a party to go to so that didn't work...oh yeah the thing is for tonight from 7 to 9...and Jan well his i dont know having girl problems rite now, but at least that leaves him vunerable to my pleaing oh well...Hmm...oh yeah his kind of i dont know pissed off lately because his ex-girlfriend Athena i dont know those two are always having problems...good thing they broke up i guess...she cheated on him when they were dating and the reason that she broke up with Jan was because he was smothering her too much...and he had recieved a warning half way into their relationship but i guess he didnt listen...stupid Jan...no offense...i still need him to buy the tickets which im sure he will buy...i hope. So yeah thats them two...funny isnt it? He still calls her from like every night..but now that shes flirting with someone else when theyve obviously broken upthen im sure he shouldnt be mad...maybe its that whole jealous ex-boyfriend syndrome or something were he's like still staking his claim on her and all and like no one should be peeing around his territory...that's what i think but still even though his very pissed off with her...he's still somewhat in love with her...

People were okay i guess....and that's how relationships...are.

Nothing really happened much that day...except for Eman trying to have me and Jacco get on like a big fight which didn't happen...i apologized to him and he said ok but he still doesnt like me...oh well he treated me like shit anyways...dont really care and i guess we were just too tired and pissed of at Eman to even start or think of having a fight..but eman always likes drama as to Trish (Tish) liking the phillipines. How strange is it then that Eman runs a tabloid site...oh well most of it is bull anyways.

We had a lab today in bio and it was the process of fertiliaztion of sea urchin eggs and wow..was it weird...the whole sex shebang without the whole entering and withdraw thing going on...but people were still crazy about.

Yesterday wasnt so bad...just a regular day...

2003-03-12T09:15:00.000-08:00

Got bored, don't even know why im doing this...hope today is better than yesterday, i don't i was just out of it...Ms.Crowther's buggin me now so i've got to run

sleep faster we need the pillows

2003-03-11T22:13:00.000-08:00

Hey just started so don't expect much...in a rush so i've got to go...but for now...the reason of putting one up is as to quote from the title of an album, "Everyone's Doing it So Why Can't We?

from what a freind says,
lazy days and lates,
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